My melting feelings
No one can hold them
In their fist ….
My tears ain’t sophisticated …
Giving me relief and power
While for the one who tries to touch them
Are a cause of pain….
How brutal it is…
You know that feeling…
when you know you’re feeling…
but don’t know what is it in real…
but you don’t know why is it in your brainy sphere…
but you don’t know for how long that thought would exist…
but you don’t know whether in real the feeling persist…
but you know its there….
and you know its presence is boiling inside…
and the fragrance of the vapours is enough to keep your life warm forever…….
I’m a traveller. And a photographer not professionally, nor in fancy way, but to just capture the moments and scenes which I always wanna hold in my memory lane. So well in this piece I’m trying to collect and post the clicks I captured of the most beautiful place I feel and yes those are mountains. Just I enjoy and find peace on hills, snow covered hill, surely not in saintly way but in mind exploring way. Like this pic holding the glory of mountains,
You know its something like when we live our regular and routine lives we become robots. We don’t think much about the meaning and purpose of our life but do the things because that’s what everyone do. We’ve responsibilities and pressure so that’s how become the way of living. But when we travel and see the mountains and rivers and greenery we realize that we’re no different but a part of this nature, a part of this system & we’re not alone but these trees,grasses,hills,paths,water,flora,fauna and all are a part of us and we can communicate with them not in our regular language but from somewhere inside definitely!
Well so this way out we’re standing on the edge of a high cliff, wondering, someday about our existence and purpose and other day again engaging ourselves in our monotonous responsibilities, dying someday in mid of hecticness. But may be that’s how the life is supposed to be, but we must find some moment always, standing on that edge, to look back and give a thought as well as time to our soul energy and the other energies of nature present which may enhance your power and can lead you somewhere you can find more happiness and satisfaction.
Because if there is chaos, then there is peace and comfort too. That may not be far away but in our daily lives, in the smile of people for whom we care, in the success of our knowns and sometimes not gaining any personal interests too. Its a shine, a light in our life which we should always keep on and brighten more as much we can.
Ant the frosted snow in our lives making every relation and emotion cold, too melts with our efforts, and actually these are not efforts too but you enjoy doing these little gestures if you love someone in real. So just live the life and fulfill the responsibilities and enjoy and love simultaneously.
We all are just following each others and forming n narrowing down our paths instead.
If you believed in something
& that turned you down,
don’t stop believing your beliefs,
don’t start blaming others for your deeds,
don’t switch your ideas & be a different man,
don’t lose hope on good or take an opposite stand,
don’t shatter the dreams that give meaning to your existence,
don’t battle with your desires raised high needing a helping chance,
don’t be miserable making gloominess your friend,
don’t become hypocrite acting with twists & bends.
You’re not a traveller, but an energy, a Power,
believe in your beliefs, not let failure to emasculate the radiant tower.
If you wanna liberate,
the secrete behind her eyes,
the codes hidden in her smile,
the darkness shying under the tresses she sets,
the passion pumping when she shivers against your chest,
the care she breathes while she turns back to see your smile.
The worries closed in her raised eyebrow somewhere,
the lies spilled in her mind covered in her sane prayers…
If you wanna know,
then just trust her,
be with her,
let her know she’s not an option,
let her know she’s not a prisoner,
let her know she’s not the mere “only one” ,
let her know she’s not a dream partner.
Don’t let her know with your words,
Be a part of her life, not living her as she’s your life …. !
Sometimes we wonder,
thoughts struggling in our mind,
feelings crawling in our heart
& wilderness exploring our soul…
And we wonder,
how can I express my beliefs,
how can I scribble my worries,
how can I sing my glories,
how can I cry for my miseries….
And I give up
& wonder only…
But I prefer,
writing & writing something,
not expecting you to understand me,
not wishing you to come & sit beside me,
but just write to free my words
in this world of words to survive…
what we want is perfectness,
but what we enjoy is
what we dream of is a shiny star,
but when we land on it in real
we realise joy is still so far….
what we need is love and care
but when someone embrace us close
we feel there is poison in the air….
we greet people of our heart & mind
but when life pushes a stranger on us
we ponder how our choices weren’t fine…
you read what I write on this page,
despite the distance feel closeness on my pace,
and the tear or smile we shared with a common light
we again fall back in the life struggling race!!!